Womb With A Story: AIT#2:Day Fifty-Five.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

AIT#2:Day Fifty-Five.

So I started my steroids Today and it has giving me energy and I feel a tad bit better. So some people, that I am on, the steroids is just as bad as Chemo, I just threw up once. Tasha was on the same steroids in Alaska. and I saw our sick it made me, and I was SO scared to take it, but it's helping, but I am sill in SO much pain, but I've only taking them once, and I'll be on them for 2 weeks, so we will see how it goes. So didn't really do much Today, but take Tasha to her Doctor Appt on Post, and talking to my HubbyWubby, and webcamming with my Soldier right now!!!!! :) EEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!! Only 6 more days until he is home!!! And I really can't wait until he is home, because I really need him right now.... I am so sick and can't take care of myself, because of my Lupus flare up, BAD. I really hoping these steroids help me feel somewhat better, and I am. And I'm hoping it makes me feel even better with this steroids, we'll see!! So please pray they work way better!!!!

6 more days until MY HUBBY IS HOME!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! I am beyond excited!!! I just can't wait to see him in that airport and be in his arms, FINALLY!!! Feels like I haven't seen him in a YEAR!! I have no idea what I'm gonna wear this time, but it's gonna be way banging then when I picked him up for that Day. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I AM BEYOND HAPPY!!!! EEEEEEK!!!

*Baby, just 6 more days and your bending me over, HAHAHAH!!!! But seriously, I can not wait to finally be in your arms and you don't leave me again. I love you with all of my heart and soul and your just my everything, and thank you for everything you have done for me. Your the best Husband a Wife could have. And when I sent you pictures earlier when I look like complete shit you told me I am beyond stunning...and that just put a huge smile on my face. You always tell me how beautiful I am, even when I look the worse on some days. God has seriously blessed me with you as my Husband. After six and half years you STILL give me butterflies BabyLove. I love you more than anything in this world and would do anything for you. We are webcamming now so yeah. SEE YOU SOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH EEEEK!!!! AHHH!! EEEK!!!!!! Teehee!! Your sexy wifey, Rox*

1 comment:

Her hubbyAugust 5, 2009 at 9:00 PM
Hey baby, I love that extra little part for me, LOL! I can't wait to bend you over either!!! I will do everything possible to not ever leave you again, but if the Army calls, you know I gotta go. And you will ALWAYS look breathe taking to me, forever and ever. Even when we are both old and wrinkly, you will still look great. You are my wife, and I will always be your husband. I LOVE YOU!!! MUAH!!!!
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.A Little About Me.

Hi, I'm Roxanne. I first started this blog to blog about my quest for baby hang. I've been TTC for about 5 years now with no success. I was told my only option to conceive was with IVF, couldn't afford it so IUI it was, even with a less than 2% I wanted to try, so I did some IUIs, no luck. I very recently got pregnant, NATURALLY!!! But ended in a miscarriage at 8 and half weeks in Aug 2011. I am now pregnant again!! Due July 16th, 2012 This blog will be about my Pregnancy, Infertiliy, TTC, grieving, me trying to get through life and struggling with 5 Autoimmune Diseases: Lupus, APS, Endometriosis, Fibromyglia, CFS, MTHFR....etc, and learning how to go through life on living back in the Civialian World. Just my everyday life.
I know that everything happens for a reason, I know things will work out for the best in the end. Just gotta keep your head up.

.Timeline.

Dec 1st 2006 ;; Started TTC

Oct 2009 ;; Started getting help from a Fertility Specialist.

Nov 12th, 2009 ;; HSG

Nov 12th 2009 ;; HSC

Dec 9th, 2009 ;; Put on Femara

Dec 18th, 2009 ;; 1st IUI - BFN

Jan 14th, 2010 ;; 2nd IUI - BFN

Feb 11, 2010 ;; 3rd IUI - BFN

June 28th, 2011 ;; BFP (naturally)

July 1st, 2011 ;; Beta=279!!

July 5th, 2011 ;; Beta= 1,200s!!

July 7th, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta- 5,000s!! Ultrasound, didn't get to see tho.

July 21st, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=12,00s!! RhoGAM shot another ultrasound, didn't get to see.

July 22, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=Dropped by a 1,000. Did an Ultrasound but baby's heartbeat was low. 93.

July 23rd, 2011 ;; Saw my OB. They did an Ultrasound, got to see my baby and see the heart actually beating!! Beta= 16,000s!! They went back up!! Heartbeat went up to 100!!!

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; Went in for ultrasound, no heartbeat.. Went home and started bleeding...

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; ER. They did an ultrasound no heartbeat.

Aug 10th, 2011 ;; OB wanted to see me, another ultrasound, about finished passing the baby.

Nov 7th, 2011 ;; BFP on HPT

Dec 3d, 2011 ;; ER. Beta 93,000. Heart rate 156!! EDD July 16th, 2012

RIP Michael Jackson - 1958-2009

Made By Me. Michael Jackson has touched my heart in SO many ways. He also had Lupus, and I really look up to him, because he still lived his life, and danced and everything through all the pain that comes with Lupus. I grew up listening to him. Started listening to him when I was 4 years old. It doesn't matter what mood I am in, every time I hear his music, I keep beyond happy and just dance. I love all of his songs, and honestly think he is, hands up, the greatest dancer that ever lived. And no one will ever be able to top him. He saved so many lives of children and helped so many children/people and just wanted World Peace and for no one to suffer. He was such a beautiful person on the inside and out and was just such an amazing person. My dream before I died was to go see Michael in Concert, and now that will never happen. I am still in shock and don't want to believe it, but I know he is in a better place and now no one can hurt him anymore. I didn't find out he had Lupus until he had passed away, I was in total shock. But know I know that if Michael that had Lupus among other Diseases like myself and still showed the world how great he was, then so can I, thank you Mihcael for giving me Hope. Michael Jackson was the only entertainer who truly made me happy even if I was in the worse possible mood. He may be gone, but he is still here with me and with all his true fans, that he loved so much.**Michael, you mean the world to me and have touched my heart so much, and your my inspiration. I wish I would have gotten to meet you, but I know I will see you in Heaven and be dancing with you. :) I'm glad you are no longer in pain and no one can hurt you anymore. I miss you and I love you with all of my heart.** Rest in Peace MJ.