Michael Jackson's 51st Birthday!!!

So I celebrated Michael Jackson's 51st Birthday with my twin sister Today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL!! I love and miss you more than you know. I wish you were still here with us Today, but I know you are in a better place.




Not EVEN a QUARTER of my Michael Jackson collector Magazines. :)






A kiss for Michael!!!

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!!

I took Tash up into the good ol Colorado Mountains yesterday since she had never gone. It was BEYOND gorgeous!! We had a blast, but of course we always have so much fun when we are together!! ;) We did some climbing, looked at the most amazing views, soaked out feet in cold water, hehe and of course took about 200 pictures, hehe!! Love you chicky!!

Mountains Aug 22, 2009.

AIT#2:Day Sixty.

Went to Court Today, was scared but everything turned out okay, now just home in worlds of pain because I started.... So most likely will be going to the ER later since I'm low on my pain meds, and they ain't even working anymore... *sigh* I am just really down Today, just sitting here listening to Michael Jackson, while Tasha is taking a nap... Only 2 days until my Love is home!!! I can't wait. :) See him day after Tomorrow!! EEEK!!! I got a lot of things I need to get done Tomorrow, but we will see how much pain I am... Too much is on my mind right now, I had a lot I wanted to put down but now my mind is going crazy and I can't remember..ha.. So yeah... Just gonna rest all day and hopefully get out of this "depressed" mood...


One of my favorites!!! LOVE THE DANCING!!! DAMN!!!!!!! MISS YOU MJ!!

AIT#2:Day Fifty-Seven.

So didn't do too much Today because I was in so much pain. Sat out about 2 hours trying to sell Destiny's puppies. A lady gave me a check, that I can't cash til Tomorrow, to hold onto the other white one, and will give me the rest of the money next week. Other than that, no luck... And there was no shade...and with Lupus, your NOT ALLOWED in the sun, so we left because I couldn't take it anymore. Now just home and resting and just in so much pain and there steroids and I'm about to start, so I'm PMS'ing, so both of those are just making me SO bitchy, hahaha. Just gonna chill with my Sis and Kids and talk to my Hubbs, then just gonna go to bed... Man, going bed on a Friday night, I feel so OLD!! HAHAAH!!!!














8 weeks old Today, just some of them!!! :) First time Outside!!

AIT#2:Day Fifty-Six.

So the steriods are actually helping!! I am still in a lot of pain but it is giving me a lot of energy and helping with my feet swelling. But they are still swollen and now my hands are starting to swell and hurt...will this flare up ever go away?!! My Doctors are trying to get me into the Rhuemologist ASAP because of how bad my flare up is. The wait is backed up for 4 more months. So hopefully I can get into this other place ASAP, if not, I'll have to go to Denver. But I am fine with that.


Here are some pictures of Destiny's puppies!!





TOO CUTE, I KNOW!!!!!! 8 weeks old!!

AIT#2:Day Fifty-Five.

So I started my steroids Today and it has giving me energy and I feel a tad bit better. So some people, that I am on, the steroids is just as bad as Chemo, I just threw up once. Tasha was on the same steroids in Alaska. and I saw our sick it made me, and I was SO scared to take it, but it's helping, but I am sill in SO much pain, but I've only taking them once, and I'll be on them for 2 weeks, so we will see how it goes. So didn't really do much Today, but take Tasha to her Doctor Appt on Post, and talking to my HubbyWubby, and webcamming with my Soldier right now!!!!! :) EEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!! Only 6 more days until he is home!!! And I really can't wait until he is home, because I really need him right now.... I am so sick and can't take care of myself, because of my Lupus flare up, BAD. I really hoping these steroids help me feel somewhat better, and I am. And I'm hoping it makes me feel even better with this steroids, we'll see!! So please pray they work way better!!!!

6 more days until MY HUBBY IS HOME!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! I am beyond excited!!! I just can't wait to see him in that airport and be in his arms, FINALLY!!! Feels like I haven't seen him in a YEAR!! I have no idea what I'm gonna wear this time, but it's gonna be way banging then when I picked him up for that Day. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I AM BEYOND HAPPY!!!! EEEEEEK!!!

*Baby, just 6 more days and your bending me over, HAHAHAH!!!! But seriously, I can not wait to finally be in your arms and you don't leave me again. I love you with all of my heart and soul and your just my everything, and thank you for everything you have done for me. Your the best Husband a Wife could have. And when I sent you pictures earlier when I look like complete shit you told me I am beyond stunning...and that just put a huge smile on my face. You always tell me how beautiful I am, even when I look the worse on some days. God has seriously blessed me with you as my Husband. After six and half years you STILL give me butterflies BabyLove. I love you more than anything in this world and would do anything for you. We are webcamming now so yeah. SEE YOU SOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH EEEEK!!!! AHHH!! EEEK!!!!!! Teehee!! Your sexy wifey, Rox*

AIT#2:Day Fifty-One.

I'm in so much pain it's not even funny. My left foot is so swollen from the Lupus it looks like a fat person's foot. I can't even walk on it... :( Hopefully SOON I can get on medication for Lupus and everything else. If you know what I mean!!



UCK I KNOW!!! It hurts so bad... :( I wish my Hunny were here to take care of me. 10 days BabyLove!!!