Womb With A Story: November 2006

Wednesday, November 8, 2006

Surgery Results And 12 Days Til Alaska!

Wow, time is just flying on by! It really is!! So I know what date Bruce will get home but I can't post it! Not too long after I get there, end of the month! I'm so lucky and thankful to get my soldier home and right before Christmas! I really don't know what are plans are. I know we are going to Colorado to see his family and Oklahoma to see him, during his leave. He is getting 45 days of leave!! We are spending Christmas in Colorado then driving to Oklahoma after wards!

My surgery went well. I don;t have any tumors or even a cyst. I have Endometriosis, they larsed it out along with a ton of old blood that isn't suppose to be in there. I will have to get surgery again in a 1 or 2. So that explains my pelvic pain. I'm hurting like hell! I can't even get up on my own, someone has to lift me up to my feet. It sucks but need to hurry and heal so I can remain going tanning, hehe!! I have my check up next thrusday.

I also want to thank EVERYONE who has been here for me through this deployment!

Thursday, November 2, 2006

Down In The Teens!! 9 More Days Til Alaska!

Down in the teens! HOOAH! I'm so happy that this time is going by so fast!! i got almost all my packing done and my Grams took me monday to get my coat! I love it and it is very warm! Was expensive but my Grams said it'll be worth it when I'm in Alaska! Still got to order Romeo's coat. I'm taking him to the Vet on the 16th, to get health papers so he can fly.

Well I went to the speicalist today, I'm having surgery monday morning at 11am. They are doing a Lap, gonna look inside me around my ovaries and if there's a cyst they will drain them, which the doctor thinks I have a ton! And if there are any tumors they will remove it. They want to know why I am having suck bad pelvic pain. It only takes a few days to recover, so I'm doing it before I move to Alaska. I coulda waited til after I get to Alaska but we will be busy and stuff til like Jan. I go tomorrow at 11am for my pre-op. I'm really scared to have surgery, please pray for me everything, and that it goes well! Thank you!

.A Little About Me.

Hi, I'm Roxanne. I first started this blog to blog about my quest for baby hang. I've been TTC for about 5 years now with no success. I was told my only option to conceive was with IVF, couldn't afford it so IUI it was, even with a less than 2% I wanted to try, so I did some IUIs, no luck. I very recently got pregnant, NATURALLY!!! But ended in a miscarriage at 8 and half weeks in Aug 2011. I am now pregnant again!! Due July 16th, 2012 This blog will be about my Pregnancy, Infertiliy, TTC, grieving, me trying to get through life and struggling with 5 Autoimmune Diseases: Lupus, APS, Endometriosis, Fibromyglia, CFS, MTHFR....etc, and learning how to go through life on living back in the Civialian World. Just my everyday life.
I know that everything happens for a reason, I know things will work out for the best in the end. Just gotta keep your head up.

.Timeline.

Dec 1st 2006 ;; Started TTC

Oct 2009 ;; Started getting help from a Fertility Specialist.

Nov 12th, 2009 ;; HSG

Nov 12th 2009 ;; HSC

Dec 9th, 2009 ;; Put on Femara

Dec 18th, 2009 ;; 1st IUI - BFN

Jan 14th, 2010 ;; 2nd IUI - BFN

Feb 11, 2010 ;; 3rd IUI - BFN

June 28th, 2011 ;; BFP (naturally)

July 1st, 2011 ;; Beta=279!!

July 5th, 2011 ;; Beta= 1,200s!!

July 7th, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta- 5,000s!! Ultrasound, didn't get to see tho.

July 21st, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=12,00s!! RhoGAM shot another ultrasound, didn't get to see.

July 22, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=Dropped by a 1,000. Did an Ultrasound but baby's heartbeat was low. 93.

July 23rd, 2011 ;; Saw my OB. They did an Ultrasound, got to see my baby and see the heart actually beating!! Beta= 16,000s!! They went back up!! Heartbeat went up to 100!!!

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; Went in for ultrasound, no heartbeat.. Went home and started bleeding...

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; ER. They did an ultrasound no heartbeat.

Aug 10th, 2011 ;; OB wanted to see me, another ultrasound, about finished passing the baby.

Nov 7th, 2011 ;; BFP on HPT

Dec 3d, 2011 ;; ER. Beta 93,000. Heart rate 156!! EDD July 16th, 2012

RIP Michael Jackson - 1958-2009

Made By Me. Michael Jackson has touched my heart in SO many ways. He also had Lupus, and I really look up to him, because he still lived his life, and danced and everything through all the pain that comes with Lupus. I grew up listening to him. Started listening to him when I was 4 years old. It doesn't matter what mood I am in, every time I hear his music, I keep beyond happy and just dance. I love all of his songs, and honestly think he is, hands up, the greatest dancer that ever lived. And no one will ever be able to top him. He saved so many lives of children and helped so many children/people and just wanted World Peace and for no one to suffer. He was such a beautiful person on the inside and out and was just such an amazing person. My dream before I died was to go see Michael in Concert, and now that will never happen. I am still in shock and don't want to believe it, but I know he is in a better place and now no one can hurt him anymore. I didn't find out he had Lupus until he had passed away, I was in total shock. But know I know that if Michael that had Lupus among other Diseases like myself and still showed the world how great he was, then so can I, thank you Mihcael for giving me Hope. Michael Jackson was the only entertainer who truly made me happy even if I was in the worse possible mood. He may be gone, but he is still here with me and with all his true fans, that he loved so much.**Michael, you mean the world to me and have touched my heart so much, and your my inspiration. I wish I would have gotten to meet you, but I know I will see you in Heaven and be dancing with you. :) I'm glad you are no longer in pain and no one can hurt you anymore. I miss you and I love you with all of my heart.** Rest in Peace MJ.