Womb With A Story: December 2006

Saturday, December 9, 2006

JUST MARRIED!!

On Dec 6, 2006 exchanged vows and got married!! :) best day of my life!! So yesturday I went and got my last name changed, and got my military ID, we still have to go back on post and go to the hospital. I have the flu :( I shoulda got a flu shot before Ii moved, but I never get it and never get the flu..so I did'nt think I'd need it. =(

It's sooo wonderful having my husband home!! I have'nt been this happy in a looong ass time!! hmm I love him SO much! so tonight we are going to this hockey game thing, because they are doing something for the soldiers that got purple hearts, and his company told him he has to go..so yeah. never been to a hockey game before, so it should be cool, I hope. I dont think I should be going out with the flu, but he has to go, and I wanna go with my hubby. =)well heres a few pictures of us getting married, more of them are on myspace.

BRUCE PUTTING THE WEDDING BAND ON MY FINGER!

PUTTING HIS WEDDING BAND ON HIS FINGER!

YOU MAY KISS THE BRIDE!!

HUSBAND AND WIFE!!

Saturday, December 2, 2006

HE IS HOME!!!

After a very long 16 month deployment and not seeing him for 1 year and 4 days straight, he is FINALLY HOME FOR GOOD!! I am soooo happy!! I haven't been this happy in a long time! Last night was so so so wonderful! Lots of amazing love making, hehe!! And a very nice bubble bath!! It's just so nice to finally have him home, I have missed him so much but very worth the wait!

The Homecoming wasn't that long. When they got to the base, we were in a big gym thingy, they opened the doors and all the soldiers go out of the buses and marched in front of us. I got it all recorded! We were not worried about taking pictures so we only got 1 homecoming picture, LOL. This Soldier said some words and everyone ran to their soldier...Oooh once I saw Bruce I jumped on him and wrapped my legs around him and kissed him so deeply!!! Our love is much stronger now! We can get through anything.

Well we started TTC last night and I'm hoping I will get a BFP at the end of the month!! I had a Laparoscopy done last month to find out I have Endometriosis and the doctors want to already give me a hysterectomy at the age of 18!??!!? But I told them HELL NO! I had a miscarriage right before Bruce deployed in July 05 and I am still not doing so very well with that. We even TTC on his 2 weeks of R&R from Iraq in Nov 2005 but no luck... When I got pregnant in late April I was sooo happy even though I was only 17 but Bruce and I were so happy and excited. We were already engaged and knew we were getting married and gonna spend the rest of our lives together and have lots of children! :) Our whole lives all we've ever wanted, besides each other, is children. So I really hope it happens fast! The doctor that did my surgery said it could take a few months or a year or 2 to even get pregnant because of how bad my Endometriosis is, but then again he said I also could get pregnant the SAME month we start trying. It all depends on both the people and the woman's body and man's sperm. So I'm really hoping and praying I get pregnant THIS month!! How exciting would that be! Him get home and BAM I get pregnant and in 9 months we are holding our babygirl or babyboy. I know God will help me with getting pregnant and I don't think it's going to take too long! I bet by the end of the year that I will be pregnant!! Please pray for us!!

First kiss in 12 months and 4 days and my baby's purple heart!!

.A Little About Me.

Hi, I'm Roxanne. I first started this blog to blog about my quest for baby hang. I've been TTC for about 5 years now with no success. I was told my only option to conceive was with IVF, couldn't afford it so IUI it was, even with a less than 2% I wanted to try, so I did some IUIs, no luck. I very recently got pregnant, NATURALLY!!! But ended in a miscarriage at 8 and half weeks in Aug 2011. I am now pregnant again!! Due July 16th, 2012 This blog will be about my Pregnancy, Infertiliy, TTC, grieving, me trying to get through life and struggling with 5 Autoimmune Diseases: Lupus, APS, Endometriosis, Fibromyglia, CFS, MTHFR....etc, and learning how to go through life on living back in the Civialian World. Just my everyday life.
I know that everything happens for a reason, I know things will work out for the best in the end. Just gotta keep your head up.

.Timeline.

Dec 1st 2006 ;; Started TTC

Oct 2009 ;; Started getting help from a Fertility Specialist.

Nov 12th, 2009 ;; HSG

Nov 12th 2009 ;; HSC

Dec 9th, 2009 ;; Put on Femara

Dec 18th, 2009 ;; 1st IUI - BFN

Jan 14th, 2010 ;; 2nd IUI - BFN

Feb 11, 2010 ;; 3rd IUI - BFN

June 28th, 2011 ;; BFP (naturally)

July 1st, 2011 ;; Beta=279!!

July 5th, 2011 ;; Beta= 1,200s!!

July 7th, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta- 5,000s!! Ultrasound, didn't get to see tho.

July 21st, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=12,00s!! RhoGAM shot another ultrasound, didn't get to see.

July 22, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=Dropped by a 1,000. Did an Ultrasound but baby's heartbeat was low. 93.

July 23rd, 2011 ;; Saw my OB. They did an Ultrasound, got to see my baby and see the heart actually beating!! Beta= 16,000s!! They went back up!! Heartbeat went up to 100!!!

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; Went in for ultrasound, no heartbeat.. Went home and started bleeding...

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; ER. They did an ultrasound no heartbeat.

Aug 10th, 2011 ;; OB wanted to see me, another ultrasound, about finished passing the baby.

Nov 7th, 2011 ;; BFP on HPT

Dec 3d, 2011 ;; ER. Beta 93,000. Heart rate 156!! EDD July 16th, 2012

RIP Michael Jackson - 1958-2009

Made By Me. Michael Jackson has touched my heart in SO many ways. He also had Lupus, and I really look up to him, because he still lived his life, and danced and everything through all the pain that comes with Lupus. I grew up listening to him. Started listening to him when I was 4 years old. It doesn't matter what mood I am in, every time I hear his music, I keep beyond happy and just dance. I love all of his songs, and honestly think he is, hands up, the greatest dancer that ever lived. And no one will ever be able to top him. He saved so many lives of children and helped so many children/people and just wanted World Peace and for no one to suffer. He was such a beautiful person on the inside and out and was just such an amazing person. My dream before I died was to go see Michael in Concert, and now that will never happen. I am still in shock and don't want to believe it, but I know he is in a better place and now no one can hurt him anymore. I didn't find out he had Lupus until he had passed away, I was in total shock. But know I know that if Michael that had Lupus among other Diseases like myself and still showed the world how great he was, then so can I, thank you Mihcael for giving me Hope. Michael Jackson was the only entertainer who truly made me happy even if I was in the worse possible mood. He may be gone, but he is still here with me and with all his true fans, that he loved so much.**Michael, you mean the world to me and have touched my heart so much, and your my inspiration. I wish I would have gotten to meet you, but I know I will see you in Heaven and be dancing with you. :) I'm glad you are no longer in pain and no one can hurt you anymore. I miss you and I love you with all of my heart.** Rest in Peace MJ.