Guess it's time for an update, well Bruce got his orders for AIT, he's reclassing so has to go back, and class starts June 12 and he graduates AIT August 13th. (wanted to go see him graduate but he'll be all the way in SC :(....) For those who know all the mental/health problems I am going through, know that him being gone will be HELL for me... It'll be harder than the 16 month Deployment we went through. And I'm not suppose to left alone, esp at night, because my PTSD and certain stuff that comes with the PTSD... And I would go to Oklahoma while he is gone, but I can't because I have a lot of Doctor Appts, and most are very important. So yeah... So my bestfriend/sister Tasha is gonna come stay with me! Also they may move us from a different base, well try. We did a Compassionate Reassignment from Alaska, BECAUSE of my mental/health problems, and all my Doctors wanted me close to my Family in Oklahoma, so they moved us to Colorado. Well with the Compassionate Reassignment they aint suppose to be moving us, soo we are fighting it, and by the time I'm done with them, they won't end up moving us. A lot of people and all my Doctors are helping us out. Compassionate are really hard to get!!!
As for TTC, we are gonna do 2 rounds of IUI (even though it's a 2% chance it even working...) while he is gone, so yes, we will still be trying!! No breaks for us!! :) Totally gotta love the 21 Century, haha!! Also Destiny's (our Husky) her puppies are due June 6th... Our Lab for her pregnant!! And we still have 2 Chihuahua puppies to sell.. I swear when we get the money all are getting fixed, because with my health I can't do this!! When we drive to Oklahoma this month or very beginning of June, we are dropping our Lab off there, so he is gonna stay there while my Hubby is gone, so it's a little less for me to deal with. So that'll be a little easier... well then again gonna have MORE puppies (and by the looks of it, she's gonna have A LOT) it may be a little more to do.
I'm SOOOO thankful that he is bringing the laptop and will be able to get on everyday, and be able to call/text me. Yes, I know it is not a Deployment, I have been through one...But if you were going through everything that I am 52 days would be very hard for you too...and having Separation Anxiety from him, makes it harder. And he just helps me so much, he's always there to help me get my pain pills if I'm not by them, and am in too much pain to walk and get them myself, he just helps me out with EVERYTHING, because with my health problems, a, it's just hard for me to do normal daily stuff...like housework..etc.. I'm not your normal "housewife" And I can't be, and yeah I do feel sometimes like a bad Wife.. With my health...that just aint gonna happen... And I told Bruce about it, and he says I'm not, and that it's not my fault that I have all these health problems, but I just still feel that way sometimes... I just really want to be healthy, and feel normal... I'm tired of being extremely tired, in pain and eating pain pills like candy... I feel 80 years old..haha..
Just hopefully the 2 months will go by super fast...and busy for me... *sighs* This is gonna be way too hard... Please keep me and him in your prayers, thank you. I hope ya'll all are doing great!!
