Letting Go Of Fear.

IUI #2 - 7dp-IUI.

To My Dearest Angel-in-Waiting,

I am starting to get scared that I may never conceive you or hold you in my arms. I will never give up on you, never. I am worried you may get lost and never come to me. My faith keeps getting tested and what if I can't over come everything to get you here safe and sound. I know that I need to hold on a little longer and stay strong, and I will finally have you. I know that we are truly meant to be together, I don't know when, but I just know that we will be together one day, but I am still scared. I want you to know how much I already love you, that I will do anything I can to get you here safe and sound. That you will never be forgotten, that you are the reason why I am doing all this even though it is painful to Mommy. That my heart will forever be yours, that you are the reason why I will never give up. There is so much I want to tell you, and when you are finally in Mommy's womb, I will tell you how much I love you every single day for the rest of my life. There's not a day that goes by where I do not think of you. I promise to never give up and ask I thing from you, to get here safe and sound, so that I can hold you every single day, kiss you, watch you sleep, feed you, love you, bathe you, play with you and of course tell you how much I love you. We will be together soon my love. As I sit here and write to you, I have thought a lot and that I will no longer scared or fear that I may not get you. Because I am now leaving it all in God's hands. God did not give me a spirit of fear, but of love, power and a sound mind. Fearing won't get me any where, it will only bring me down, so my baby, I am no longer fear that you will never come, because I know deep down in my heart that we will finally be together, one day. I love you my Angel-in-Waiting.

Love from a Mother-in-Waiting

"When we let go of fear, only then can we gracefully move from what was into the miracle of what can be."