First Appt With Infertility Spc.

My first Appt with the Infertility Specialist was Today..everything went so well!!! He needs to run 35 blood test.. and a physical! Then he wants to check to see if my tubes are blocked or not (HSG) and to look at my uterus(HSC) and make sure everything is alright. He said that all takes about 5 weeks and then treatment! He also wants to why I keep miscarrying and fix it! Also I can't be around any toxic stuff like: air freshener, cleaning stuff, candles, kitty litter, perfume...etc. So he just wants me to take it easy! Bruce also needs to get blood test done. and they are also gonna check his spermies count and the sperm. Then freeze some of the sperm in case he has to deploy some day. I'm so happy!! After 1 year and 10 months of trying we are actually getting pregnant..FINALLY! I couldn't be happier with this Doctor and I have so much faith in him!

Moved And Being Sent To Infertility Specialist!

Sorry I haven't been updating much just always busy, at the doctors or in way too much pain. So we finally moved down from ALASKA and to Colorado! and couldn't be happier..Everything is going very very great! Well I go to the Dr to get a referral to see an Infertility Specialist because it's been 2 years almost...

New GYNO.

So after it being a year...I asked for a new GYNO... for a woman..because maybe a woman would understand more and actually help! So runs 28 tubes of blood..and does a physical exam. Well after a few weeks the blood test come back and I go see her again. Well she said all my blood test look alright and that she THINKS the lining of my uterus is not strong enough to carry a child. (I'm in tears at this point and very heartbroken) I ask her if she will put me on Clomid or anything.. and she refuses..1st: because my PTSD and depression, she doesn't think it would be good for me to be pregnant and 2nd: because we were waiting on PCS'ing from Alaska. I'm very upset.. cuss her out and storm the hell out!!!! and start to think it's just not gonna happen for me is it?

My heart is broken...

Tattoo I got for our Little Baby, and Bruce will be getting the same one. Got it April 2008

I'M FINALLY PREGNANT!

Daddy kiss baby hang @ 5 weeks.


8 weeks.

Pelvic Pain?

So this pelvic pain from the Endo has just gotten way worse..so I go to the GYNO to see what he can do to get me OUT of this pain! Well he suggest Lupron (a shot to make you go through menopause) Well I said sure for a few months. So I get on the Lupron.. I had the worse worse mood swings in the world!! and OMG the hot flashes!!! WOW!! I'd stick my head in the freezer to get it to stop!!! and It only helped the pelvic pain just a little... but my body felt as if it were about 40. BOO!

First Gyno Appt.

So I went to the GYNO today and not much luck! He wants me to try for 1 year before putting me on any Fertility Drugs. He doesn't seem to think I have a problem conceiving, but maybe miscarrying. I explained to him that the GYNO that did my surgery said I may not even be able to have kids and that I need to have my kids ASAP. But still said to wait a year... This really breaks my heart...

BREAKING DOWN...

Still not pregnant..I know it's ONLY been 3 months, but still very upset and hoping it doesn't take much longer. Starting to think I'm seeing pregnant woman EVERYWHERE and it just tears my heart up so bad. I just want to be a Mommy! I just don't understand.....Please God... give us at least 1 Child.... I just don't understand why it's taken this long, yeah yeah I know it's only been 3 months but I figured we would get pregnant on the 1st try... I'm just breaking down and I don't know what to do, at all. I've never been through this...TTC and not being able to get pregnant... I have been doing some research and it says couples with NO fertility issues it takes up to a year to get pregnant.. How can I wait 1 YEAR?? Or even longer than that since I do have fertility issues... I just want a baby. And it breaks my heart to see my husband's eyes tear up after AF comes..