There has been a lot of changes the past few months esp weeks. Ryan and I have been together about 6 months now. We have been together everyday, we are just always together and never apart, I love it. We just can't stand being apart and can't sleep without one another. He makes me so happy! I never knew love could feel this way or that is was possible, thought that was just in the movies. How could true love like this be real? How did I find it? I have never felt this way about anyone or ever came a tad bit close to the connection Ryan and I have. It's so amazing, he is extremely amazing, words can't describe how amazing everything is with him and him and me. No words can even come close to describe how much we love each other, no words. I'm just so happy.
On to the changes, my divorce was final the beginning of the month. So that is done and over with, finally! It was tough seeing Bruce, we are on good terms, was so emotional....we talked about just everything. I'm glad we talked though.
I've been staying at Ryan's with Romeo, Angel, Bella, Bruce took Juliet, for the past few weeks. There has just been so many changes and very fast. But I know that God has me where I'm suppose to be. Ryan has helped me so much and in so many ways that no one could. And the other way around. We have like everything in common, it's like we are the same person and we will be thinking about the same thing and finish each other's sentences. We know we are truly meant to be. I'm rambling, sorry, I just want the world to know, hehe. I just haven't blogged about him yet and have really been wanting to talk about my hunny with y'all! :)
So I have been going to grief classes every week. It's a 12 week program and I really think it will help me. It's been hard, though Tuesday is gonna be very hard they said, but I've made it this far! I just want to feel like I have my life back and not let losing both of my mothers control and ruin my life, so I have taken action! :)
