Womb With A Story: November 2005

Sunday, November 27, 2005

He's Going Back To Iraq..

Bruce just left and went back to Iraq...

I miss you so much already baby...

Monday, November 14, 2005

School Taking Up My Time With Bruce!! GRRR!

Today seems like a long day and like 3 we left and took my little sister Burger King, then we went to Walmart and got some stuff then Bruce took me and my sister, AJ to get our nails filled and then we played a game, and yeah I'm just very tired!! School is tomorrow, GRRR. Bruce is gonna pick me up at lunch so we can spend that time together, so we'd only be apart 3 hours before lunch and 3 years after lunch, so that is not too bad.

Roses Bruce got me Today!! Aren't they so beautiful!!

Bruce and my baby sister, Sarah!!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Romeo Got New Clothes! :)

I just got back from the mall with Bruce and my sisters. We got Romeo a coat and a shirt! The shirt looks beyond cute on romeo but he wasn't digging the coat esp the little hood!! We didn't go on the pinic because it was rainy this morning so yeah. We may go see Saw 2 later tonight, but I don't know what we are doing because I'm having the worst pelvic pain! Man what is up with my body?! This pelvic pain, always extremely tired even when i get a great nights rest!! And my body hurts all over all the time and sometimes my feet swell and I get red rashes on my face and arms...

Romeo's new Christmas shirt!!

He was NOT too happy about the hood, haha but looks too damn cute!!

Daddy and Romeo!!

Friday, November 11, 2005

Having A Blast!

I've been having the most wonderful time with Bruce!! I'm so happy he is home!! In about an hour we are leaving to go get lunch at North Intermiate High School with my 2 sisters!! Then we might go see a movie alter, but idk what else we are doing yet. But tomorrow Bruce, and our baby, Romeo are going to the park and having a picnic!!

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Bruce Is Home for R&R!!!

Bruce is finally here YAY!! I'm so happy that he is finally home! He called after 1pm and my brother, Sammy and I went and picked him up!! I only have taken a few pictures so far, here they are! Update more later!!

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

ER Trip ANd Bruce Comes Home Tomorrow!

Well my Mom picked me up from school and took me to the hospital because of pelvic pain. We got there and 10:30am and left at 3:30pm.. So I'm fine and all but I don't think I'm going to school til monday, cause that's what the Doctors note says and I don't know yet. Bruce should either be here in the middle of the night or tomorrow morning! YAY!!!! I so can not wait!!

.A Little About Me.

Hi, I'm Roxanne. I first started this blog to blog about my quest for baby hang. I've been TTC for about 5 years now with no success. I was told my only option to conceive was with IVF, couldn't afford it so IUI it was, even with a less than 2% I wanted to try, so I did some IUIs, no luck. I very recently got pregnant, NATURALLY!!! But ended in a miscarriage at 8 and half weeks in Aug 2011. I am now pregnant again!! Due July 16th, 2012 This blog will be about my Pregnancy, Infertiliy, TTC, grieving, me trying to get through life and struggling with 5 Autoimmune Diseases: Lupus, APS, Endometriosis, Fibromyglia, CFS, MTHFR....etc, and learning how to go through life on living back in the Civialian World. Just my everyday life.
I know that everything happens for a reason, I know things will work out for the best in the end. Just gotta keep your head up.

.Timeline.

Dec 1st 2006 ;; Started TTC

Oct 2009 ;; Started getting help from a Fertility Specialist.

Nov 12th, 2009 ;; HSG

Nov 12th 2009 ;; HSC

Dec 9th, 2009 ;; Put on Femara

Dec 18th, 2009 ;; 1st IUI - BFN

Jan 14th, 2010 ;; 2nd IUI - BFN

Feb 11, 2010 ;; 3rd IUI - BFN

June 28th, 2011 ;; BFP (naturally)

July 1st, 2011 ;; Beta=279!!

July 5th, 2011 ;; Beta= 1,200s!!

July 7th, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta- 5,000s!! Ultrasound, didn't get to see tho.

July 21st, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=12,00s!! RhoGAM shot another ultrasound, didn't get to see.

July 22, 2011 ;; ER Trip. Beta=Dropped by a 1,000. Did an Ultrasound but baby's heartbeat was low. 93.

July 23rd, 2011 ;; Saw my OB. They did an Ultrasound, got to see my baby and see the heart actually beating!! Beta= 16,000s!! They went back up!! Heartbeat went up to 100!!!

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; Went in for ultrasound, no heartbeat.. Went home and started bleeding...

Aug 2nd, 2011 ;; ER. They did an ultrasound no heartbeat.

Aug 10th, 2011 ;; OB wanted to see me, another ultrasound, about finished passing the baby.

Nov 7th, 2011 ;; BFP on HPT

Dec 3d, 2011 ;; ER. Beta 93,000. Heart rate 156!! EDD July 16th, 2012

RIP Michael Jackson - 1958-2009

Made By Me. Michael Jackson has touched my heart in SO many ways. He also had Lupus, and I really look up to him, because he still lived his life, and danced and everything through all the pain that comes with Lupus. I grew up listening to him. Started listening to him when I was 4 years old. It doesn't matter what mood I am in, every time I hear his music, I keep beyond happy and just dance. I love all of his songs, and honestly think he is, hands up, the greatest dancer that ever lived. And no one will ever be able to top him. He saved so many lives of children and helped so many children/people and just wanted World Peace and for no one to suffer. He was such a beautiful person on the inside and out and was just such an amazing person. My dream before I died was to go see Michael in Concert, and now that will never happen. I am still in shock and don't want to believe it, but I know he is in a better place and now no one can hurt him anymore. I didn't find out he had Lupus until he had passed away, I was in total shock. But know I know that if Michael that had Lupus among other Diseases like myself and still showed the world how great he was, then so can I, thank you Mihcael for giving me Hope. Michael Jackson was the only entertainer who truly made me happy even if I was in the worse possible mood. He may be gone, but he is still here with me and with all his true fans, that he loved so much.**Michael, you mean the world to me and have touched my heart so much, and your my inspiration. I wish I would have gotten to meet you, but I know I will see you in Heaven and be dancing with you. :) I'm glad you are no longer in pain and no one can hurt you anymore. I miss you and I love you with all of my heart.** Rest in Peace MJ.